untainted.

O LEVEL RESULT.

2012-01-18T10:08:00.001+08:00

Some excited stuffs to look out for. HMMM, BANDUNG, JESSIE J CONCERT & POLY LIFE! OH YEAHH! Oh ohh did i just forget to update the most important thing of my secondary school life?! about my O level results? DAYYUUMM! So here it is, first and formost, i know my face looked like a N level kid. BLA LA BLA. This is true okay, on my birthday people keep wishing me good luck for N LEVEL. Even my cousins! Shows how well they know me huh. LOL. Soo skip skip O's was over and done with, happy like asdfghjkl! Then comes the family planning to go BANDUNG. I was terrified. What if i fail my O's? How am i going to enjoy that holiday? I was like ah dayum. Oh and a tip for me to the O level takers ah, if you really want to pass, ask your parents to promise you something LIKE ME. I WANTED AN IPHONE. I was using my lovely itouch and E72 since sec 3 till 2 days ago. Yes and everywhere i look people are using iphones and iPAD. So i really wanted it damn bad. MOTIVATIONAL KEY. 2nd was to PROVE PEOPLE WRONG, seriously speaking Mrs Ding, and Mr Lee saw me as a NO HOPE in maths. Plus, i just wanted to prove SOME people wrong that im capable of getting a seat in POLY, they were my bullseye, TO SHOOT DOWN. Last was to make YOURSELF AND YOUR PARENTS PROUD. YES. The very important 3 KEY to have the ultimate urge to pass your O level. But seriously until the day before i got my O level result, I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE. Hahaha trust me im honest about this. And finally after listening to feedbacks and what not, IVE FINALLY am taking up hospitality. :) see you soon when i got posted! Oh and eventhough my results was not damn good, i am contented because i did better then i expected, PASSING MY MATHS WAS A MIRACLE bearing in mind that i have never passed my maths. AND having all 6 passes, i couldnt be even more blessed. Thank you ALLAH. :) and so im gonna end my work at ROYCE at the end of February, mum insisted. -.- didnt spend alot of ME time busy with work and one thing that i realise is i am not a fan of work, i'd rather be in school then work. SERIOUSLY SPEAKING. HAHAHA!

RESULT

2012-01-09T09:51:00.001+08:00

Today is officially my O PEVEL RESULT. My future huh. WHATEVER RESULTS I GET, I DID MY BEST. Like deekosh's #mybestisgoodenough

End of 2011

2011-12-30T22:11:00.001+08:00

So today is officially the eve of the eve of new year. 2011 is officially ending in 2 days time when the clock strikes 12AM. So im about to blabber my journey in 2011, my O level year. 2011 has been rather rough and smooth at the same time. Where should i start? Ive got alot of bitter sweet memories in Siglap Sec for 4 years. Friendship, Studies, Relationship and what not. couldnt deny, O's has been the biggest hit for me. I still remember crying at home at least a week in a month because i was AFRAID. Too scared, i wanted to make my parents proud so bad that i broke down. We'll see on 10 or 9 Jan soon. :/ Friends, i sure have a lot of treasured friends with me and i am contented. Eventhough now... I dont know what happened to them or its just me who disseapeares from them. :( too busy with work i guess. I swear i miss all my friends. Miss them so muchh. I still remembered choir girls, fantastic four, vivocity remember? And my usual clan in class, the ones who make my life in class fun and enjoyable. And last but not least, working life. Working is not easy as i thought, mum kept nagging "nanti kau dah cari duit baru kau tau susah ke tak" mulut mak masin. I tell you its hard, very hard especially facing all the attitude of the stuffs. Hate it. Overall i must say i have this love/hate relationship with 2011. Well happy advanced 2012 everyone. May 2012 just gets better and even better. Never say that the previous years sucks and you hope for a better year because you make a difference, so if you suck, everyear sucks. But if you think positive, life would be better. Goodluck and be well babies! :))
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PROM

2011-11-25T12:14:00.007+08:00

prom is over. that's the thing i hate about an event. you take up a lot of time to search for something yet, its over in 1 day! annoying much, yes. sadly, i felt ugly that day. did my friends make up and all with help of mum and i was the last one, obviously and by that time i was god damn lazy and didn't care about how i looked like at all. tssk. still, it was as awesome as i expected! still, not really worth my $70++. the buffet, there wasn't much spread also the dessert. obviously, some errrr, unfaithful event happened, HAHA. kecoh satu sekolah! i don't wish to elaborate because its a waste of my time. and i just realized

that its just 1 week since O's has passed and it felt like forever i don't really know if its something good or bad? HAHAHA. anyways, its time for me to get a job and some experiences. ITS TIME. HAHA. hope i'll be able to start in December since i got to save my own money for Bandung trip next march. tell me why i ain't excited? maybe because its after my O's result. :/ love my live. oh didn't i say that i'll have a tumblr after my O's? yeap i got 1 now! HAHA i dont really understand why i insisted on after O's! LOLs.

HERE, to my tumblr. FOLLOW FOLLOW! <3

prom is tomorrow;

2011-11-17T20:07:00.003+08:00

PROM IS TOMORROW

tell me why i'm not that excited? i myself ain't sure. will upload loads and loads of pictures after prom. I HOPE.

:'(

2011-11-09T19:51:00.003+08:00

nah, you cant blame me for growing up. you cant blame me for being all defiant. you cant blame me for not wanting to listen to you. you cant blame me for doing things wrong. you cant blame me for getting caught about something that i did wrong. you cant blame me for not being perfect. you cant blame me for entering your life. you cant, really really can't. i aint strong, not the one who could walk off every time we fight. not the one who could shut the phone off when you're screaming at me. not anymore. you cant be so selfish to ask me to move on. who am i to you again? i got no one to confide in. nobody knows. but you? ever thought of me for a second? 1 year. dammit. couldn't help but to say i regret knowing you. you pick on me, every single time. what do you take me for? do you even care that i cry or fall sick? have you ever even think of me when your having fun? Holy shit, obviously not. my school year is ending soon, the moment I've been waiting to spend time with you. and you just plan everything so right. this time.

random.

2011-11-09T19:32:00.004+08:00

okay this is super random. but i just feel like flooding my blog with some favorite music videos. :) nyehehe. for the actual fact, i just got nothing better to do. but serioiusly, enjoy. :)

O LEVEL IS GOING TO BE OVER!

2011-11-05T21:53:00.003+08:00

HOLLA BACK GIRL! O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY ENDING! OH MY GOSH. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! I WAITED FOR WHAT 4 YEARS TO TAKE THIS PAPER AND FINALLY ITS ENDING! MASYALLAH! HAPPYNYA AKU! HAHAHAA! IVE GOT 2 MORE PAPERS AND IM DONE! DONE AND OVER WITH IT. ERRRR, SO FAR THE ONLY PAPER THAT REALLY SUCK DICK TO ME WAS DNT! HAHAHA! I TELL YOU, I WAS A VERY NUMBER 1 FAN OF DNT, but, THINGS DOESN'T REALLY GO MY WAY. SOCIAL STUDIES AND DNT EVENTUALLY CLASHED AND I WAS THINKING.

"DNT or SS?"

and i was like NO, NOT MY SS! SO I DECIDED TO FORGO MY DNT. GOT MY LAST MINUTE STUDY DONE AND OBVIOUSLY IT WASN'T ENOUGH. THE PAPER LOOKED RRREEETTTAAARRRDDDEEEDDD ENOUGH FOR ME! I DID THE PAPER FOR WHAT 1/2 HOUR ONLY??!! WHUT?! YESSS, AND I SCANNED THE WHOLE HALL, WHY THE HELL ISN'T ANYONE FINISHED YET?! AND AS EXPECTED, IT WASN'T REALLY GOOD, COULDN'T DO MOST OF THE QUESTION EVEN THOUGH I KNOW AND HAVE ALREADY STUDIED IT. MAJOR FAIL I TELL YOU. HAHAHA! AISYAH AND SALIZA AS LIKE WHUT? WHEN THEY ASK ME SOME SIMPLE QUESTION AND I TOLD THEM I COULDN'T DO IT. SO MUCH FOR MY A. AHHH HELL. BUT SINCE I'VE SACRIFICED MY DNT, GOTTA WORK ON MY HISTORY.

OKAY BEST, A LOT OF THINGS COMING UP AFTER O'S! EXCITED! MAYBE NOT. buayyy!

XOXO. (sorry for the caps locks cant contain my excitement!) :D

p/s: im still upset that my precious azreen and ain ain't going for prom. TSSK. but its okay i forgive you both! HAHAH love you peepos! :D (DEAD IF THEY'RE GONNA READ THIS) hehehee.

so this is abit of whats happening in my life. :)

O's ending!

2011-11-01T17:40:00.002+08:00

5 MORE PAPERS AND O LEVELS WILL BE OFFICIALLY OVER! FREEDOM IS ALMOST HERE! I COULD REALLY SMELL IT!

O LEVEL

2011-10-22T18:51:00.005+08:00

Hello wonders. I GOT SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO YOU. O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY THIS MONDAY! OMG! RUNS FOR HELP!!! seriously goodluck to me. AND TO ALL THE O LEVEL TAKERS. if you're reading this yes then its for you! GOODLUCK! DO YOUR BEST! like they say its the last lap so swim it off. K lame. BUHBYE! just wanna spare 2 minutes update my officially dead blog!

LOVE THIS CLASS OF MINE FOREVER. 4E1 2011. <3

fml.

2011-09-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

Cant help but say this. FML. seriously. I hate people saying that but now, im the one saying it. my house dont feel like a home anymore. Having a tiff with my sister sucks. REAL BAD. Cant share my problems with her, my happy ones, my sad ones, my frustrating ones. She used to be the one i could lean on, not anymore i guess. Things change. But im still soo sad that i've got noone to trust to confide in. Depressed annoyed frustrated miserable. Hate my house TTM. and now what another war with that bitch? fuck. She's one unshameless, no shame bitch? Come to me when she got no friends? And then what? Throw me out of the window when she has friends already. Fuck you bitch i know you'll be reading this. Because you're my daily stalker! You MF really need to get off my sight. I dont fucking need you coz im used to living alone! Not like a sucka like you who finds me like a beggar begging for money and leave when your RICH! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! fuck, is this really what's my life like?! FUCK. i dot care im gonna stay strong like this! I DONT NEED ANYONE! NO ONE! YES IM SELFISH AND ARROGANT AND WHAT SO EVER! AHHH FUCK! thats just me! NO DOUBT. I dont fucking need anyone right now. My parents are here for a reason. FUCK.YOU.CUNT. I am going to stay as a piece eventhough im not as strong Anymore.

can my life get any worser?

2011-09-21T19:24:00.003+08:00

don't really hate my life. but i just dislike it to a certain extend. O's is soo near and i get soo panic when everyone is studying and i'm not. and i will end up realizing that i still need to study a lot. day's just past by. PRELIM 2 was crazy. i found myself studying EVERY SINGLE DAY. like since when? studies aside, life. oh my life is like this _____________________________________ yes plain and no i cannot say its boring because its sinful. my friends seemed to alienating themselves from me one by one. yes slowly and slowly. LOL its okay because i'm used to it already by now and since when am i not alone?seriously. i go to school and come home and go to school and come home. i don't bother to ask why they're moving away from me. cause i forget to see myself in the mirror just yet. so i'll kinda ask myself. guess what i got? " coz you're one boring thud, ASS." YEAP, IM THAT BORING ASS, who lost her sense of humor and is forever sad. so lemme ask, WHO CARES? lol yes that's the answer. NO ONE CARES A SHIT ABOUT ME. i'm just plain and boring and lifeless, who'd wanna be my friend? NO ONE. yes i have to face reality that this is how my life is. bla bla bla and btw, I'M NOT THAT DRAMA MAMA kind of person. even though i write compositions well. LOL no. what'd you wanna know anyways? how i go to school and what time and with whom i come home from school with everyday? NO. i knew it. so yes, don't even bother checking out this space because i don't wish for self pity here or even for anyone to read. LOL I'M NOT SUCH AN ATTENTION SEEKER. no worries. sigh, my life's soo fun.....

#np - invisible.

Selamat Hari Raya 2011!

2011-09-02T15:49:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT PAGI SINGAPURA DAN SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

okay this post might sound a little bit late but WHO CARES? soo, this years raya, VIBES was not there that much. even when its malam raya, i didnt feel excited. I DONT KNOW WHY. maybe because exams round the corner?maybee.. but still hari raya was a bliss itself because its the hari kemenangan that wehave completed sebulan of ramadhan fasting. awww shucks, this year was't full. :( still on the other hand, meeting the maternals and paternals was soo much fun! i've always looked forward for that time of the day! my hari raya this time lasted the whole day and i was LETHARGIC. didn't attend school for the next two days. OH CUMMON, we're still in the mood of hari raya and you want me to go?! HAHAHAHA

depressed

2011-08-09T00:21:00.001+08:00

IN A STATE OF DEPRESSION LIKE AGAIN. Couldnt help but feel this way. So much going through in my life. Friends? Ahh dont even bother talking aboht it coz im tired of the same old shit. Just different situation LIKE SERIOUSLY. Life isnt any better either. Everyday is just the same old shit. school studies home school studies home. SHITs. I dont give a damn about anything anymore, i tried to not care but i couldnt. Afterall im just a human who never fails from mistakes. Ahhh what am i blaberring about.#np - skycraper.

tika cum fude oz's BIRTHDAY PARTY!

2011-07-22T17:54:00.006+08:00

WOOTS WOOTS. since i gotta little time to spare right now before i study, shall update some oh so long ago photos. tika and fudeoz's birthday party. it was fun. i enjoyed it soo much and little do's and don't but hey food is the most important thing and there's a whole table full of food that people had no place to eat ON THE TABLE. yes that is how a lot of food there is A WIDE SPREAD. all thanks to ibu, mum and people who contributed to it. :) Jane, Shamil and Danial stopped by after their match and they look OH SO GOD DAMN TIRED. HAHAHAHA and fudeoz was like ''eh dekni yang handsome tuu.'' i went '' yeah yeah.'' HAHAHA she cant stop saying that shamil is handsome. GOT THAT. -.- HAHAHAA anyways, enjoy the photos peepos. IM OFF.

WHEN IM TIRED.

LOVE HER TO BITS. ♥

my LESBIAN partner. LOVE HER. ♥

PATERNALS. ♥

LOVE Y.O.U. BOTH till i DIE! ♥

malangnya sekarang FAMILY left 4 only. sad huh.

adapt

2011-07-18T18:09:00.001+08:00

Ive gotta learn to face the fact that everyone's changing and im standing to see them change. That is what's hurting me right now. Okay i got that.

happy birthdays!

2011-07-11T17:52:00.003+08:00

okay, this blog might as well be dead. erks. its soo dead and empty. cant help it. anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TIKATEK AND FUDEOZ. im running out of words alr. may you days to come be better and even better, guided by ALLAH. :) LOVE YOU BOTH! and BTW ive always been jealous with the two of you coz you both have the same month birthday and will celebrate together and get presents too. JEALOUS.

motivation

2011-06-29T20:26:00.004+08:00

A to Z Motivation

Avoid Negative Thoughts, People, Things and Habits.

Believe in yourself.

Consider things from every angle and others points of view.

Dare to Dream and Dream Big

Energy, Excitement and Enthusiasm is in your blood.

Family and Friends are hidden treasures ; enjoy these riches.

Give more than you planned to.

Have a good sense of humour.

Ignore Critisism, Ridicule and Discouragement from others.

Jump on Problems because they are Opportunities in disguise.

Keep up the good work however hard it may seem.

Love yourself, just as you are.

Make Impossibility a Possibility.

Never lie, cheat or steal, always strike a fair deal…

Open your eyes and see things as they really are.

Prefect Practice makes you perfect.

Quitters never Win and Winners never Quit.

Reward yourself for every small success and achievement.

Stop Wasting your Time and Procrastinating important Goals.

Take control of your Life and your Goals.

Understand so that you could Understood.

Visualize your Goals and Dreams everyday.

Win over your own weaknesses and make them as your Strengths.

Xccelerate your efforts

Yes Yes Yes, Yes you Can and You Will

Zap your Stress and Enjoy your Life

REALLY NEED THIS.

stress

2011-06-29T00:04:00.001+08:00

LIFE. Yeap it is a 4 letter word. But it has a thousand meanings behind it. life has been a straight line for me because there was a big jagged line behind it. And nothing has change since then. Nothing. Burdens after burdens. Problems after problems. I thought i could get a grip of this but i guess im just trying to be me. I got feelings too and i break down every single time. Life is not what i've expected. I think i grew way to fast or time is just not permitting me to slow down. Oh wells, Im still 15 i still wanna play on the playground. Meet cinderella. Have vague dreams. But now, everything is so unreal to me. Life is full of surprises i guess. Though, im just too tired about all this crap. Im way too tired, too exhausted to be crying everyday. I hate putting up a fake smile because it wears me out. I cant put on a sad face everyday, coz why? i dont need sympathy. I need someone who understands me and be with me not to solve all my burdens but to go through it with me. I guess im just asking for too much. Nobody feels others better than theirself. All this shit and crap and nuisance im facing is JUST TOO MUCH. Oh wells what can i say. Its life. I could choose to be happy if i want too but where do i even start? Nowhere. Fvck it. Fvck this shit. Hate. HATE. Hate. This THIS This. Life. LIFE. Life.

USS with munchkins!

2011-06-07T23:25:00.008+08:00

AMAGAD. GUESS WHAT. MUNCHKINS WENT TO USS last saturday! it was OH SO

AWESOME! couldnt explain more. it was even better that the 1st trip with OZU familia maybe because we didnt get to play all the games and the waiting time. sighh. HAHAHA but this time, UNIVERSAL EXPRESS TICKET UHH! AHUH SIUL AHUH! no waiting time, the next ride, ALL YOURS. a 1 shot was introduced like ''EVERYBODY 1 SHOT!'' You know why? because of the oh so annoying people who escort the mascots. annoying but still i had A taste of GALACTICA! HMM, couldnt say a taste but A LOT OF TASTE! hahhahaha! we rode GALATICA for 10 consecutive times! HOW AWESOME?! UNEXPLAINABLE I TELL YOU! FUN FUN FUN! And the jurassic park thingy HAHA yes i managed to get out of it UNWET! (NOT WET

) huahuahuaa! AWESOME SHITS! SO YEAH THATS ALL FOLKS, Bye.

heh so delayed post. :P

bitch

2011-05-27T15:38:00.001+08:00

Okay now i get it. Why people hate you. Simply because your a fucking motherfucker who does not know how to take care of peoples feelings. You talk and never think if it hurts peoples heart! Seriously sometimes i wonder wheres your brain? Out of stock! You talk and dont care about what people think. Do you think that your always right? Nobodys perfect fuck! Stop blaming people and THINK! Ade otak pakai ahh FAVOUR tkmu cm sial! Seriously i used to like you but now i know and i cant blame them for hating you. Seriously. PERIOD.

Nur Kasih

2011-05-24T21:24:00.003+08:00

okay, so Ive got something awesome too share. you know recently 19 May a long waited awesome movie was released. YES NUR KASIH THE MOVIE! you should know how i go gugugaga over artist especially REMY ISHAK. HE IS GOD DAMN GANTENG(HOT, EVEN BETTER)! so yeah, fudeoz initially wanted to go there with her friends BUT WAIT! she cannot forget me lehh! being the most awesome sister, I decided to tag along! CUMMON I WANNA WATCH NURKASIH MANN! then got to know that it wont be showing in singapore. OH MAN to the Singapore fans. so hell yeah, we headed to JB to watch the roadshow and the movie! CRAZY I KNOW.

so how was the show? IT WAS BEYOND AWESOME, as usual its well known for the heartbreakingly sad story except that there is a lot of sweet scenes in this movie. my all time favourite. but just a few minutes in the start and i teared. HAHAA i kental you know? cant really tell how is the story goes coz i wanna keep it to myself coz like too much to tell. ^^ its just that errr, some parts like the ending of the show, when they were old. yeah, i don't quite really like that because for those not the die hard ones, they will be really2 lost. and plus like potong steam ah tengah nangis skali ape ni nenek jatuh dari mane datang.

so ermm rating ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥/5 because of the last part. i was hoping for adam and amina to be together forever. SO YEAPP.

GO CATCH NUR KASIH THE MOVIE!

mid year done and over with.

2011-05-14T16:26:00.002+08:00

so, MID YEAR IS DONE AND OVER WITH. tell you what. its awesome in one way or another, PROS AND CONS. pro's omg I'm stress free. cons, fuck O'S ARE COMING! getting a 4 day off day and here we go again, STUDY STUDY AND STUDY. headed out yesterday, LAST PAPER?! bowling, munchie munchie and LEPAK?! AHAHAHAA NOO. spent some time laughing like fuck with Ain. OH WELLS she's crazy. hahaha she laughed too hard that it cramped her mouth and had to hold her cheeks because it hurts. LOL?! blame her for being to funny. OHH BTW, its Friday the 13th yesterday and it was good for me. SOO, i don't really believe in superstition you see? except that it was freaky when i went home because at the field beside my house this group of idk who were holding hands in a circle and chanting. FREAKY MUCH. HEHEHEE soo I'm movie marathon-ing enjoying while it LAST! :D

MID YEAR was.

2011-05-07T18:37:00.004+08:00

FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE. MY ORAL FOR MALAY SUCKED AND MY PAPER 2. OMG. MALAY SUCK? NOT ME MANN. :/ I NEED TO STUDY MALAY MAN. HAHAA MALAY STUDY? SOUND SO WRONG CAN? WTV.

ENGLISH, OKAY.

SS & HISTORY OKAY.

MT, SUCKS.

D&T SUCKS.

MATHS P1, SUCKS.

MATHS P2 OKAY?

SCIENCE, WTV, DGAF.

true friends.

2011-04-30T19:15:00.003+08:00

I'm still in search of a friend. that friend whom i don't acknowledge as friend. she is my sister, my best friend, my enemy, my girlfriend and my soul. i want that friend who knows that I'm sad even though I'm laughing. who don't say hi every time we meet but who goes like "bitch hows ya?!" who does everything and anything together with me even if they like or don't like it. who feels that I'm their priority even though she's got a boyfriend. WHO NEVER NEGLECTS ME and who never make me feel left out. whose always there for me and calls me even before i wanna call them. to bitch and gossip about our everyday life and share all the secrets together, who never back stabs and say it in my face when they don't like my attitude. who never let me astray and never forget me even though she's got thousands of friend. and i want that friend who goes around and tell everyone that i am her bestestfriend, sister, girlfriend and all. I'm still in search of that friend. or maybe, it wont even come. only god knows. i don't need a boyfriend i just need that friend who is sincere befriending me because of who i am. Ive got a lot of good friends, close friends and friends. but i have yet to find my true friend. its rather saddening that i haven't found mine just YET. because rig ht now at this point of time i NEED someone whom i can share what I'm feeling deep down.

mid year.

2011-04-30T18:40:00.002+08:00

midyear, a few months time, prelim and there comes your BIG O'S. time to wake up hidayah. yeah im good. gotta focus focus and focus. NO DISTRACTIONS. but being to worked up doesnt bring you everywhere too. SOOOO, never be stress. :)
p/s I LOVE MY FRIENDS. :)

2011-04-26T18:37:00.003+08:00

what am i suppose to do when i miss someone.
OH GOD. IDK WHAT CAN I DO.
when talking is impossible, there are no other ways.
someone understand me please.
i NEED someone to talk to. i dread showing a fake smile already. im not stressed but im not that sad but neither am i happy. okay feel me now.
have to keep reminding myself.
im not stressed up.
im not stressed up.

MID YEAR.

2011-04-25T15:20:00.006+08:00

lifes to be short to be sad or angry, be happy.
mid years coming, too much things to study.
too little time. its okay not to be okay.
live life as it is.
suffer now enjoy later is the IN thing now.
never fake who you are, people hates it.
btw IM NOT STRESSED AIN SYAIRAH!
:D

bronze

2011-04-20T21:01:00.007+08:00

BRONZE. was it good or was it not? people may think that its useless, like a sore loser. but to me, TO US, its something BIG. because, nobody know the hiatus we went through. the crazy times and the hectic schedule. who knows how much time we had? 2 weeks. 2 weeks was it. some ask, why didn't we start earlier. who do we rely on to conduct us? EDDY CHOW?! OH FUCK. don't be ridiculous please. he is like a mother fucker who entered choir, into our lives for fun. he doesn't have a single knowledge about choir, HE IS JUST A PIANIST. we obviously could not depend on HIM. i tell you first, if he is our conductor for SYF. goshh, COPPER AWAITS US. i swear. but our lives soon changed when MR PANG entered choir, our 4th conductor. he knows music, he knows CHOIR. HE WAS A GOOD CONDUCTOR. our singing officially improved and we liked it. he put in so much effort to straighten a lot of things but sadly we only had 2 WEEKS and i know it was IMPOSSIBLE for a GOLD. I was expecting us to maintain our silver so, we went for SYF. after the performance, i knew it SILVER was also IMPOSSIBLE. it wasn't our best. we were better than that. but I DON'T KNOW WHY. so if you were to ask me BRONZE. was it good or was it not? I TELL YOU IT WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH. you know why? BECAUSE WE ONLY HAD 2 WEEKS. other schools practiced for almost a year and achieved bronze. furthermore they are BIG CHOIR.we, ONLY HAD 27 AND 2 WEEKS. it was an achievement even though i did have that small hope that i wanted a silver. WHATS PASS IS PASS and Ive always love choir because i love to sing.

pre-syf.

2011-04-17T13:54:00.001+08:00

CHOIR SYF IS TOMORROW. *stomach clench*

stressed

2011-04-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

lifes complicated.

im stressed up.

i keep thinking about something.

but what is it?

i myself dont know?

CLV VI

2011-03-14T12:36:00.003+08:00

whoop whoop! hello everyone! CLV VI is officially over. *swipes forehead* this was the best i've ever had! it's like we had our own funtime and practiced real hard during practice eventhough we love to fool around. but when it was our performance, we gave all out and truthfully, i wasnt really embbarrased to perform but i was nervous like hell ESPECIALLY GALA. i swear it was so terryfying especially when geraldine's dad told her that it was full house. i could die. HAHAHA. and i loved the few moments before GALA when we all hugged each other, i could break down. plus the lunch and dinner's was really amusing, we laughed our hearts out especially when i know it was the last. plus he part when everyone was pissed off when eddy chow came like WHAT?! "AH BENG" wah i tell you, you should really see their faces. super pissed off i swear. EPIC MUCH. "you all looked pretty today with those make ups on" "erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" AHHAHAHAA. so funny. and one more "would you like to take a group photo together?" "NOOOOOOOOOOOO!" HAHAHA, even funnier! really the best i ever had. i hope everyone had fun like i did. :')

Pictures of P1!

Pictures of P2!

upcoming cest la vie.

2011-03-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

okay sissy complained that my blog is rather dead. so here i am being nice to have a short update. what else can i say? every time I'm here, i just got nothing to talk about. HMMM. lemme see tomorrow is VERY VERY BUSY. i got PE, i got photo taking, DNT and CHOIR. which means that my bag would be a whole lot hell of heavy. DREAD. cest la vie rehearsal is really taking up my time. the first rehearsal, i went home like 630? gosh. wearing me out really. but its my LAST YEAR so might as well enjoy while it last right? :) still I'm so unhappy going to choir, BECAUSE OF THE CONDUCTOR.

I DREAD LOOKING AT HIS MF.ing face! I FEEL LIKE SPITTING AT HIS FACE. REALLY. once, i tried to act normal and like him like how the first time hate and then like towards previous conductor. BUT HIM?! I JUST C.A.N.T. idk why, every time i looked at his face i feel like showing off my temper. ain't cool but i cant help it. and last Friday, HE SHOUTED AT US AGAIN. i tell you, ,never once did our choir conductor shouted at us. ONLY HIM IDK WHO THE FUCK HE THINKS HE IS but he shouted at us! FUCK HIM I TELL YOU. i swear i was having so much fun singing seasons of love because it was our/my favourite song. BUT after he shouted at us I SWEAR HE LITERALLY SPOILED MY MOOD! i cursed him over and over again. his reasons was so stupid.

"i ask you to sit, you ask to stand" FUCK LAH, you started 10 minutes late and you still want to waste time and ask us to sit, WE CAN JUST START WARMING UP RIGHT?!

"i ask you to sing A you sing B" MOTHER FUCKER, we sang that song before and obviously B SOUND BETTER THAN A right?! you deaf or what!

"i am your conductor and when i ask you to sing this because i know whats the best" FUCK YOU, YOUR A PIANIST! YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT CHOIR BODOH!

so THAT'S THE MAJOR REASON WHY I DISLIKED GOING FOR CHOIR. obviously not because i hate choir, how can? I LOVE TO SING. so yeah.

sec 4 life SUCKS.

2011-02-28T17:45:00.002+08:00

sec 4 life SUCKS. the only thing i could say right now.

schedule's are super pack like mad till i can cry. :(

look at my life.

Monday: Choir, Religious class.

Tuesday: Mother Tongue Remedial.

Wednesday: Maths Remedial.

Thursday: Going home at 4:30pm because of DNT. Tuition

Friday: Maths Clinic, Choir.

Saturday: Tuition.

Sunday: AT LAST DO HOMEWORK!

so everyday i will be going home at 4. 4 i tell you! PRIMARY SCHOOL WAS BETTER. the latest we went home was 1 on a usual day. :( i keep sighing here and there. and since cest la vie is coming, schedule is like this.

Monday: Choir, Rehearsal, Religious class.

Tuesday: Mother Tongue Remedial.

Wednesday: Maths Remedial.

Thursday: Going home at 4:30pm because of DNT. Tuition

Friday: Maths Clinic, Choir, Rehearsal.

Saturday: Tuition, Rehearsal. (CLASHED.)

Sunday: AT LAST DO HOMEWORK!

ANYMORE HECTIC?! sigh sigh sigh. and what do i get?

"THIS YEAR IS VERY CRUCIAL BECAUSE ITS YOUR O LEVELS." _l_

even march holidays, JUST A WEEK, is filled with tuitions, choir practice and remedials! ERGH. i keep procrastinating my studies lerr. -.- and last but not least I HATE EDDY CHOW TILL MY HEART BLED BECAUSE I HATE HIM SOO MUCH. >:(

fucked up attitude.

2011-02-23T15:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH ARFAH MYIESHA. :D

A side note, i want to go back to kindergarten. where i dont have to think about anything but just play around untill the next day like no one's business. being grown up just tell you that you've got alot to know, learn because youur big enough. i dont want those. i just want a no problem life, a kid's life. bring me back to 1995 please. if only life do have a rewind button. i would definitely erase somethings but god has chosen this life for me. people come and go into my life. i dont really mind but ergh. i dont know anymore. too stressed with life.

blogs dead.

2011-02-20T16:36:00.003+08:00

hi blogs dead for a moment. i even forget that it exist. HHAHAHA.

hi.

2011-02-15T17:45:00.005+08:00

hi my blog is obviously dead without tagboard and i dont even know if ive got visitors. but bleah whatever. some happy notes please. ermm, like i love class sitting arrangements in class because im sitting around awesome people like infront of me hakim and aisyah the jokers and behind me ryan loi the joker and farahin the smart geek whom i can ask to teach me and beside me obviously MUHAMMAD DANIAL BIN ROSLAN, THE MOST ANNOYING but funny ONE! and further afiq the smart boy and joel that clown. AWESOME MUCH i tell you. i keep on laughing and it hardly gets bored unless when danial keeps SLEEPING in class. i feel like smacking him because im soo boredd when he sleeps. besides that school doesnt really rock because more things to memorise and always going home late. its still okay actually because i got no live. HA.HA.

sick.

2011-02-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

hi i am so SICK. can't believe i got a sore throat just by eating oranges. ;/ i swear i feel like crying. ohh and anyways, looking at my blog's condition maybe im closing it down. find e at twitter aiyee. :D

http://twitter.com/hideeyafuu

hi.

2011-01-27T18:05:00.004+08:00

hi i decided to blog for a while now before i go and study. hmm, so school, okay maybe i should STOP TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL! but how my world revolves around school! $#@&%*! how now brown cow? my blog is so super boring, everyday i go home its about 5 plus. i go home study sleep and tomorrow go school again. weekends, i don't even know if I'm going out. wah piang so bad! and i realised I've been a boring person. very very boring. i don't really laugh as much as i do till my stomachs hurt much., i talk less now, if not my friends find me annoying like last year coz i yack and yack and yack. but now, i don't. kay cool, what has school turned me into? i myself ain't sure. test after test is really taking up my time. and i get easily annoyed and pissed off, i ignore people alot. ahh, BYE. fyi, this Saturday better be good, taking a deep at jurong swim and heading to saliza's birthday party? heheeee. stress free for a MOMENT.

SO SAY HI TO THE ANTI-SOCIAL HIDEEYAFUU OZU. -.-

camwhore.

2011-01-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

hi to release stress, i and sissy decided to camwhore. HAHAHA! SEE! this is me. ;P

school TORTURE. ;(

2011-01-22T00:28:00.004+08:00

hi, you know what my world now revolves around school, school, and nothing more. seriously, I'm going home late EVERYDAY. and weekend's, full of revision and piles of homework's! shagged much! BUT TEACHER SAY SUFFER FOR 10 MOTHER FUCKING MONTHS ONLY! omg, this is barely 2 months, just the end of 1 month and Ive got 9 more months and common test and prelim and that BIG O! a lot to do, a lot to study, a lot to revise. I SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF A DAY OFF. i barely play the computer alr. when I'm on the computer, I'll log in twitter and facebook and sign in to msn and leave it as it is and do WORK or even study in the comp. REALLY NO LIFE. even on a Friday like today I'm doing my DNT research. crazy sia!

SEE WHAT I MEAN?!

but its impossible to slack now when I'm at sec 4 EXPRESS SUMMOMRE! the whole week, 2 days of choir, 2 days of study time and DNT till 430 on Thursday! MAD! i will only realise that im super tired when i laid my body on the bed. IT FELT LIKE HEAVEN I TELL YOU! a lot of assessments books are waiting for me and when i flipped it then did i realise i

NEED TO DO A LOT OF REVISION!

school.

2011-01-10T14:29:00.003+08:00

hi schools back and here. from the first day of school, teachers kept going like.

"this year is your O LEVEL." time and again. i got bored listening to it like I KNOW?! don't have to re-emphasize lah gundu's.

SO SCHOOL IS

Bad BECAUSE: CCA, PE.

Good BECAUSE: Friends, Food, Study

you see study is in good things because i cant possibly hate it you know! AHAHAHA!

from the first day of school, i encountered a few embarrassing things like

GOING INTO THE BOYS TOILETS ACCIDENTALLY FOR 2 FREAKING TIME!

I GREETED THE WRONG TEACHER ON THE WAY BACK TO CLASS. the teacher only went "HUH?!" *RUN*

I DID NOT ZIP MY SKIRT AFTER CHANGING INTO UNIFORM! SWAY MUCH? not really.

AND welcome BABY ARFAH MYIESHA TO THE WORLD on 1/1/2011!

she's a January baby! and she's pretty, cute, sweet and all! feel like pinching her cute face. i wonder if i was that cute when i was a baby! HAHA! but baby arfah is way cuter!

korean freak!

2011-01-04T21:48:00.009+08:00

ohh shit! I THINK IM TURNING INTO A KOREAN FREAK! alamak, cannot tahan lah this Lee Min Ho! drool drool and drool! ^^ i can watch korean dramas for the whole day siaa! HAHAHAA! kay bye, cutting down on computers now, BIG O'S COMING! and new school timetable just suck big time! we're going home everyday at 2! that doesnt include lunch and afternoon classes. dayyumm, teachers ahh easy only talk, just bear for this 10 months! F! your talking about 10months teachers not 10 DAYS!

end of 2010

2010-12-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

time flies, we don't realise.

i keep reminding myself that lives short so no use crying, heartbreaks and all those shits. be happy you know. so 2010 has been a journey for me. i cry, laugh, get angry, scold, beat, be irritated, irritate. but the most important thing is I LEARN. I do love 2010 alot, so much things happened that i could cry when i recall them, the good and bad ones will make me cry. i swear i wont forget them and cherish all of them. 2011 coming soon in 15 minutes time. i hope it will be better, well everyone wants the same right. but i hope i wont break many hearts and hurt any more hearts especially my parents. i want to make them proud of me. Ive never done anything to make em proud of me. all i did is make them angry and angry. i wanna make them proud for once please, help me god. :( i hope 2011, fights lessen at home and school. i'll study hard and ace my o's and make my parents proud. plus I DON'T HAVE RESOLUTION THIS YEAR, because i never fulfil them.

INSYALLAH. AMIN.

random jokes

2010-12-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

hello im back with my random jokes again. here goes,

can get a laptop here for four dollars!
Brunette: What?
Blonde: Yeah! And it's even big!
Brunette: We're at McDonald's. They don't sell computers.
Blonde: Yes they do! Check the menu! Big Mac - $4.
Brunette: .....

Guy: Say silk
Girl: Silk
Guy: Say it 5 times
Girl: silk silk silk silk silk
Guy: Spell silk
Girl: S-i-l-k
Guy: What do cows drink?
Girl: Milk! HA! U DIDN'T FOOL ME!
Guy: Actually they drink water.
Girl: Damn.

*little girl looks at her moms drivers license*
Girl: Mommy, I know why daddy left you.
Mom: Why is that?
Girl: You got an F in sex

Kid walks into a police station, went to the "WANTED" wall.
Police: Can i help?
Kid: Why are these people on the wall?
Police: We have to catch them, they're bad.
Kid: Why didn't u catch them when you took the picture?

Brunette Mom: i found cigarettes under my daughters bed i didnt know she was a smoker.
Redhead Mom: i found beer under my daughters bed i didnt know she was a drinker.
Blond Mom: i found condoms under my daughters bed i didnt know she had a penis.

Guy1 : Did you know that "sugar" is the only word in the english language that the "su" makes a "sh" sound?
Guy2 : Really?
Guy1 : Yeah, for sure.

Doctor: i have bad news and worse news.
Patient: what is it?
Doctor: u have 24 hrs to live.
Patient: omg! whats worse than that?
Doctor: i forgot to call you yesterday to inform.

Have you ever wondered why bras are lettered A,B,C,D,DD,E,F,G,H and how the letters acually define bra sizes?
A-almost boobs
B-barely boobs
C-cant complain
D-dang
DD-double dang
E-enormous
F-FAKE
G-get a reduction
H-help ive fallen and i cant get up!!

Bruno Mars: Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
GF: Well, how do YOU know that they were open?
Bruno Mars: I saw them open.
GF: And to see that, YOUR eyes must've been open.
Bruno Mars: ...

Grandad : When I was your age all I got for christmas was an apple and a a few blackberrys.
Child : What? You got a laptop and 3 phones. Well arent you lucky :(

HAHAHA! TIMES WHEN IM BORED!

happy birthday acap.

2010-12-19T00:30:00.003+08:00

Munchkins Gathering, AWESOME. ♥

♥ ♥ MUNCHKINSS!

more of this please!

cameron highlands, KL.

2010-12-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

582KM journey to Cameron Highlands. naizee. my butt literally burnt sitting on the comfy chair. 3 solid hours just going up the hill. it gets very very cold up there and i swear i loved it like mad. aircons were not used in the bus because it was f.ing cold that i could turn into ice. first stop was the waterfall and that is also the time when the camera decided to crash. naizzee. thank god tika's i touch saved my life, somehow. went to strawberry farm awesome, ^^ but the most annoying thing is that everything sold was related to STRAWBERRIES! NO LIFE MUCH! i got super irritated because ALL was strawberries related stuff from the food till the clothes! imagine every single shop you went is all in PINK PINK PINK! put aside those, checked in the hotel and slept eventhough there wasnt any aircon, i was still freezing like mad. told ibu i wanted to migrate to cameron! i never missed singapore a single bit, HAHA!

next stop was KL. awesome, KL means PETALING, PETALING means KL. did nothing much at KL except shop and shop and shop. petaling at night and masjid india the next morning. and in the afternoon mydin. shopped alot of shirts for the family and i swear i regretted not buying those LIME GREEN CROCS! ergh! ok stfu i wa super pissed at myself i swear. it was fun eventhough w/o my fanily. laughed alot. i spent all my money only left was 10RM. LOL! weird enough i didnt buy gums. :/

i hate you mom.

2010-12-15T19:32:00.003+08:00

this is the countless time i hate you.

this is the countless time i cried because of you.

this is the countless time i look like your maid.

this is the countless time you treat me like this.

this is the countless time you shouted at me.

this is the countless time i cleared up your mess.

this is the countless time i became your maid.

this is the countless time i am rude to you.

this is the countless time i bang all the stuffs.

i aint gonna be your maid.

i aint gonna clean your mess.

i aint gonna stay at home.

i aint gonna talk to you.

i aint gonna entertain your messages ANYMORE.

bye and f. you.

going cameron.

2010-12-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

bye guys, going cameron tomorrow. ;D

my 100 truth!

2010-12-07T23:05:00.004+08:00

1. Real name: Nurhidayah Bte Osman

2. Nickname: Hideeyafuu Ozu

3. Zodiac Sign: Libra

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary School: Chogzheng Primary School

6. High School: Siglap Secondary School

7. College: Yet To Reach. "/

8. Hair colour: Brown Black, (unoriginal) HAHA!

9. Tall or short: SHORT. 162, not tall i tell you. -.-

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

12. Phone or Camera: Camera Phone?

13. Health freak: ermmm.

14. Orange or Apple: Apple

15. Do you have a crush on someone? : NOT NOW.

16. Eat or Drink: BOTH, obviously?

17. Piercings: Ears .

18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke

HAVE YOU EVER?

20. Been in a relationship: Uhuh

21. Been in a car accident: Never

22. Been in a fist fight: Childish much?

23. First piercing: Ears?

24. First best friend: Fatin Ummairah

25. First award: During primary school sports day

26. First crush: K2?! HAHAHAH!

27. First word: Mama

29. Last person you talked to in person : HudaOz

30. Last person you texted: Lemme Check My Phone, MUM.

31. Last person you watched a movie with: OMG, that was ages ago!

32. Last food you ate: Egg Tart. NYUMS!

l33. Last movie you watched: Resident Evil 4, AFTERLIFE.

34. Last song you listen to: Kutetap Menanti

35. Last thing you bought: Clothes

36. Last person hugged: idk. ROFL.

37. Food: Mcspicy! ^^

38. Drinks: F&N GREEN.

39. Bottoms: Jeans

40. Flowers: Shuts, i dont like flower. HAHAHA!

41. Animal: Penguin

42. Colors: GREEN, GREEN, GREEN!

43. Movies: Horror, Action Pack, Romance

44. Subjects:MALAY! ROFL!

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [X] fallen in love with someone.

46. [X] celebrated Halloween.

47. [ ] had your heart broken.

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone

49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.

51. [ ] got pregnant

52. [ ] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise.

55. [X] hid a secret.

56. [X] pretended to be happy.

57. [ ] met someone who changed your life

58. [X] pretended to be sick.

59. [X] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [ ] cried over the silliest thing

62. [ ] ran a mile.

63. [X] went to the beach with your best friend(s)

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [X] hated someone

66. [ ] stayed single for a whole year

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: None

68. Drinking: None

69. Listening: None

70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting

71. Plans for today: Its Nightime

72. Waiting: WAITING ISNT GOOD. ;D

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids?: Yes.

74. Want to get married?: Yes

75. Career: Student

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:

76. Lips or eyes: Both

77. Shorter or taller: Taller

78. Romantic or spontaneous?: Both

79. Nice stomach or nice arms?: HEART.

81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

82. Looks or personality?: Personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: No

84. Sneak out of a house: YES!

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No

86. Killed somebody: Nope

87. Broken someone's heart: Nope, im kind, you mean you dont knw? HAHAHA!

88. Been in love: Yes

89. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: OBVIOUSLY!

91. Miracles: Sometimes

92. Love at first sight: Yes

93. Heaven: Yes

94. Santa Claus: No

95. Sex on the first date? No!

96. Kiss on the first date: No

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Dont wish

98. Do you know who your real friends are?: Yet to find

99. Do you believe in God?: Yes

100. Tumblr?: No.

3e1 chalet.

2010-12-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

bad start with great ends. a day full of laughter spent with friends at costa sands. HAHA. no pictures taken, idk why for the first time. :/it's okay though coz my hair was so MESSED UP! so much laughter till my stomach can't take it. it cramped like mad and they still continued making jokes. tried not to laugh at ain's joke because she is lame. HAHA! but i can't help it but laugh. can't get over the elephant joke and aeroplane joke,

"what's life w/o joke right?"

HAHA! love love that day. eventhough its short but it's productive much. school al,ost starting now, gonna take my uniforms and books n the 9th. ergh, thinking of school makes me think of books. sheesh!whatever it is, i'm loving my life right now. *peace*

happy birthday dad.

2010-12-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 52ND BIRTHDAY DAD. i love you.

5 years since your gone ATOK, i miss you.

no words can describe the feelings you have towards your loved ones. ")

BE RIGHT BACK.

2010-11-28T20:35:00.002+08:00

hello wello, hideeyafuu ozu here, I'm gonna update on behalf of nurhidayah bte osman. hahahah! so its still holiday, and I'm so freaking bored. *sings to billionaire tune* I'm so really very bored, I've got no life. freaking no life. stay at home almost half of the time. but, yesterday, i went out to marina barrage with fudeoz and tikatek. HAPPY PILLS. it was FUN. HAHAHA! blame tika for being a freak ROTFL, even though the scorching hot sun almost barbecued us. pictures, up next. and December is coming, which also means that i HAVE to start studying. NOW I'M SCARED. :/ BYE. alot of people don't blog anymore, they tumble. maybe i should start using TUMBLR ahh. hhahaha!

continue blog?

2010-11-26T16:32:00.002+08:00

BLOG RUSTING ALERT.

CONTINUE TO BLOG?

CLOSE DOWN?

UPDATE EVERYDAY, SHORT POST, BORING?

UPDATE THRICE A WEEK, MEDIUM POST.

UPDATE ONCE A WEEK, LONG POST.

DEPEND ON MOOD?

SO WHICH ONE?

WakeUp Call, quiz.

2010-11-17T20:47:00.004+08:00

Rules:

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Have Fun!

1. If someone says, "shelf", you say?

What Hurts The Most.

2. How would you describe yourself?

Bole Chudiyan

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

C.I.N.T.A

4. How do you feel today?

Party People

5. What is your life's purpose?

Cinta Ini Membunuhku

6. What's your motto?

Whatcha Say

7.What do your friends think of you?

Bust Your Windows

8. What do you think of your parents?

Crush

9. What do you think about very often?

Yank

10. What is 2 + 2?

Elegi Sepi

11. What do you think of your best friend?

Better In Time

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Keep You Much Longer

13. What is your life story?

Halo

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Destination Calabria

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Te Amo

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

The Sound Of Nature

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Demi Cinta

18. What is your biggest fear?

OMG

19. What is your biggest secret?

Rindu Setengah Mati

20.What will you post this as?

Wake Up Call

funny jokes.

2010-11-04T21:55:00.004+08:00

okay i swear i cant help it but share to everyone. so do read and entertain yourself laughing! hahaha!

If it looks like a girl and sounds like a girl, then it is a girl.
If it looks like a boy and sounds like a girl, then it is Justin Bieber.

Boy's dad joined facebook.

Boy's status, "WTF."

Boy's dad asks, "what is WTF?"

Kid replies, "Welcome To Facebook"

Can you guess what does IDK stands for?
Student: i dont know.
Teacher: OMG! you are so smart.

I'll be back in 5 minutes
If i'm not back,
Read this again

"Mum Im bored"
"Well why dont u do revision or clean your room or help me?"
"Its okay I thought of something to do"

A foreign guy comes to America.
He learns Yes.
Forks&Knives.
Plug it in,Plug it in.
And a guy dies near his home.
Police:Did you kill him?
Man:Yes
Police:What did you will him with?
Man:Forks&Knives
Police:Time for the chair
Man:Plug it in,Plug it in

I want a man not a boy, therefore i will call my bpyfriend, MANFRIEND! HAHA!

How dare you call Justin Bieber gay! He's obviously a lesbian! jeez, get it right!

If someone throws Skittles at me and yells, "TASTE THE RAINBOW!!" I'm going to throw a lollipop at them and yell back, "SUCK IT!"

If Youtube Twitter Myspace and Facbook came together it wuld be " You Twit My Face " XD

Mom: *hands food* "Be careful, it's hot."
You: "Okay." *takes food*
Mom: "Let it cool down, alright?"
You: -*Silence*
Mom: "Alright?"
You: "ALRIGHTTT." *mom leaves, picks up spoon, takes a bit, throws spoon down*

Person 1: Is it raining?
Person 2: No its snowing.
Person 1: No its not, its raining!
Person 2: Then why did you ask me if it was raining dumbass?

JUST FOR LAUGH GAGS.

kampong.

2010-11-02T15:11:00.004+08:00

when you hear the word kampung. first thing i'll do is sing, 'OOOHH OHHH OHHH BALIK KAMPUNG!' HAHA! its so rational. but this kampung is not random but we headed there to attend a wedding. idk how to explain is like my grandmothers, sister, the son, the daughter. I THINK. it was 2 thumbs up, i tell you their wedding and ours ARE DIFFERENT. like i went there wearing a dress right, everyone will STARE at you. because they are still the traditional type to wear the ethnics clothes like baju kurung and kebaya. i find it funny now. like its 2010 man! overall, the best part is shop haha! i shop for food and Cd's and bubble gums. the normal thing you buy when you go JB. haha but additional to the family, KAYA BALLS. its nicee, like pancake but inside there's kaya. haha! ate at the usual place, cheh usual. usual food, soup kambing and ikan 3 rasa. finger licking good i tell you. :) put aside those setbacks, it was AWESOME. :) in the car was so much fun and laughter, my pont of time that i enjoyed most was going home and in the car. awesomemania. :)

p/s: idk why is malaysia's money is like water to us. like its useless i mean to me. haha!

last day of school.

2010-10-28T21:39:00.009+08:00

HALLO HALLO! so today is officially the last day of schhool. and as usual everyone is soo happy ESPECIALLY ME! haha! i went to school for the last day of school. LOL. gt back my report book, BAD BAD i tell you. thinking twice of taking O LEVELS. must chiong, i dowan. so scared one! tssk. so as usual i''ll tell my results. haha! like routine like that every year. maths and science i tell you DAMN BAD DAMN BAD!

English: C6

MT: B3

Maths: F9

Science: E8

Humanities: C5

D&T: A2

i want to cry my class position is like 22 sia! 22 i tell you! ergh! okay bye! suddenly im F! up. kay bye! ohh btw pixtures of last day at school with 3E1! ♥

especially my happy pills people like ain aliyah aisyah all! w/o them i swear its gonna kill me. i'll be very bored. and the malay boys haha never forget them, nooris and the clan afiq and faizin! not forgetting the very cute ening and zoey! gonna miss them for 2 months! hahaha! but seriously thanks you all (if your reading this) for being there in 3e1 we laughed together, cry together shout to each other irritate each other be angry at each other TOGETHER. AND im so sorry if i irritate you too much and you dint like it! hahaha!

♥ ya all! meet you next year at 4E1! XOXO

dress hunting.

2010-10-22T20:11:00.006+08:00

last Saturday, went to far east with tika and ain. okay i know this post is kinda late but who cares. :P so it was impromptu but haha it turned out pretty funny. i guessed something happened to me that day. i become half deaf, and dumb. soo dumb. ROFL. we reached about 630 after having difficulty finding far east, after time to time i went there. -.- entered he building and went from shops to shops finding dress. entered all kind of shops.

1st incident was that we found a nice dress but as usual it was daboomz. $49 like that for a simple dress i thought it was not worth it. we were deciding to buy or not and everyone looked at me. idk what to say so i went like

auntie: "this dress actually $69, because you err, you err, i give you 20% off lah. $49 only"

me: " auntie, later we come back ahh. want to take money"

auntie" take money at where? can use nets."

me: "my mother downstairs the money with her"

auntie: *looks at me curiously*

me: "later i come back a while only i take money"

auntie:" okay come back ahh i keep for you first"

me: "okay." *guilty face*

walks off.

after we went out everyone burst into laughter and they said i bastard because the auntie keep for me the dress already. but i dint know what to say! hahaha! everyone just kept quiet so i said the first thing that came to my mind. WRONG AGAIN! HHHAAAHAA! i swear after that we did not dare to pass the shop! ROFL! lesson learnt price check. HAHAHA!

tika was pretty hungray already and wanted British chicken so went to buy it but before that rounded level 1 for shoes tika was sooo irritated because she wants her food. LOL. had British chicken headed to kfc. after that went to chiong for dress, shops was closing. LOSER MUCH FAR EAST.

2nd incident was this shop, found the dress, it was pretty simple and elegant so we got it. lesson learnt was ask for the price. i heard she said the dress was $35.90. so i thought i wanted to bargain lah.

idk what happened but suddenly i went like

me: "auntie, $33 can lah."

auntie: "cannot leh, fixed price already."

me: "can lah she got $30 only"

auntie: "sure or not, you lying ahh"

me: *priceless face*

auntie: "okaylah"

behind her there was a guy scrutinizing every single one of us. i swear i was uncomfortable and ain said he looked whether the girls gave us $33 or not. walked off and the both of them look at me like wtf. i was like wtf? ain then told me that the dress was $33.90! i swore i was soo dumbfounded and was like "ehh?" soo soo dumb that i dint hear her saying its $33.90! then it all makes sense to me. it was really funny i swear. hahahaa! cant stop laughing siaa!

so got tika's dress and then to her shoes, went to level 1 and searched for shoes. went to 1 shop and i saw the shoe that i liked i asked tika to wear it and try walking with the shoes, i swear she walk like ROBOT SIAA! ain laughed like mad seriously like kaku liddat, ROFL.

me:"$21.90 tanak ahh mahal sngt"

3rd shop

me: "tdi kasot tu yang first tu $21.90 kan? ini lagi murah baru $15.90"

ain: mane ade tdi pn $15.90 pe"

as usual i fight for my rights and said that the 3rd shop was the cheapest and at last went

"ohh ehh"

dumb day again. proceeded to that shop and bought it, like at last. lol! okay bye im tired typing. haha!

memories 2.

2010-10-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

♥people change, things change, everything change, but memories never change. ♥

animations.

2010-10-14T15:18:00.002+08:00

animation tells it all. and the 3 of us is the time we went cycling up till changi. haha! tired much and we cycled out almost dawn and everyone wanted to be the first scared to be the last one! ROFL!

i was busy eating she was clicking all the way dint even realised and burst into laughters.

this one freak sia! haha!

old days.

2010-10-13T18:47:00.008+08:00

yeay me, I'M F! ING BORED so yeah was browsing through photo bucket and guess what. but before that i was so relieved that EXAM IS OVER BUT RESULTS ISN'T. cross fingers, so back to where i stop i saw a lot of memorable picture if i were to explain every memorable picture you'll finish reading it by tomorrow but i still want to do it. so here go ohh ohh before that i love KOREAN GUYS they're CUTE! but some only lah NOT ALL! haha! i spent 12 hours yesterday watching LOVE BREAD AND DREAMS. ♥ its a freaking sad story I SWEAR i cried buckets! like my tears are free keep flowing, haha emotional moment. so here goes; enjoy!

how much i miss this, E1 CLIQUES. :'( everyone was so fun that time.

and this AIN LOVED THIS idk why. haha! bebek!

this was so NDP the only year we participated and that guy looked like hady mirza.♥

this was sec 1's end of year idk what you call that. misses.

this is when i started my sec 1 life, knee length skirt, coconut hair and high waisted skirt. ROFL.

sec 1 orientation. that t shirt which is so oversized for everyone and i sewed my hand area.

this was when that type of shirt used to be trending.

she's preta, i swear i didnt remember taking this, HEH.

this was when printed jackets used to be trending, NOW WE CALL IT TYPICAL.

this was when my DORA EXPLORER hair gone wrong, it swayed to one side.

this was NDP rehearsal at some schools. haha! the 4 choir girls. misses.

this was my very first impromptu photoshoots.

this was sleepover at ARINI'S CRIB. types of PIZZA laid. misses.

this was when i wore my sister's NCC uniform. *feeling feeling*

exam periodos.

2010-10-10T14:38:00.001+08:00

holla, exam period is ending SOON. omg soon! and i think i screwed up a few papers of mine. :( but cross fingers hope tha my hard work will be paid off. :) ok go bye for now gotta study my chemistry, sigh sigh.

and i swear after exams i am going shopping! SHOPPING!

hidayah turns 15.

2010-10-01T21:08:00.004+08:00

IM 15!

haha! okay thats so tak malu, but yeah i officially turned 15 on 28 Spetember yearly. ♥ lots and lots of thank you to those who wished me. ♥love ya all lots! haha! i loved it at school it was like that one day i was big headed and being pampered because it was my birthday. and jane purposely wishing me happy bithday at the quadrangle. shy enough but i find it funny when i went all groggy and speechless because everyone was literally looking at me and wishing me happy birthday. most paisey moments, so EPIC! ♥ haha! and zoey ening keep wishing me everyday without fail, "happy belated 2nd day hidayah! " haha! those two never fail to put a smile on my face! ♥ as time pass, i learn to be more responsible and most importantly i grew up and know how to appreciate little things and never to look down on people. because it reflects us. so far imma happy with my live.

♥THANK YOU ALLAH for giving me to live until the age of 15 and help me through in bad times or good.thank you for giving me good health and have this lovely angels around me, my friends and families even my enemies will be my friends one day :)♥

hari raya with friends.

2010-10-01T20:22:00.005+08:00

haloo, you know what? 3/4 of DNT EXAM IS DONE! except for theory paper, omg 1 subjectie down. *wipes forehead 1/4 only* haha! exam is this monday and guess what my history file is under the table! how awesome! _l_ how to study liddat! tssk, heck careism lah.

so back to where i was i wanna update about the jalan raya with my lovely siglapians. :)) you know what being a planner isn't fun at all. you'll always want things to turn out well but trust me being a planner, things just doesnt go your way. ESPECIALLY with the obstacle, *double sigh* i tell you! you wanna make sure who is attending, where to meet, whose house to go first and whose next, make sure everyone knows whats happening, meet them here and there. so not good. my phone was like flooded with messages here and there and i was practically exhausted. -.- until my pp8 finish lehh. so i learn something never plan. tssk. as how much you want it to turn out you gotta go through shits FIRST. SUFFER NOW ENJOY LATER, you know?

hari raya 2nd day.

2010-09-28T20:53:00.006+08:00

ohh hello, im consistant updating blog now! just wanna upload the 2nd day of raya pictures, erm well, it was quite a number of house and thank god i wore a comfortable shoes because i could not stand my 4 inches high heels. wanna be nice must sacrfice nice also. haha! granny's siblings from abroad came down too and i swear i could not stand my eyes to open till 1 am when they went home. so i slept first, heh. got to eat alot of my favourite food like the jelly with the strawberry heartshape on top. NICE I TELL YOU! HAHAH! it was more of the maternals and it was fun. :)

oh wells hi,

2010-09-26T16:34:00.001+08:00

oh wells hello, im here now and ive been changing my blogskins simply because its annoying. thanks.

hari raya 2010!

2010-09-20T12:02:00.008+08:00

as promised, imma update about hari raya! :)) this years raya wasn't as emotional and teary as the past years reason being, idk. maybe because we didn't meet our cousins aunties and uncles frequently, no outing's resulting to idk what. i just don't tear much. hmm. as usual the first day isn't much of a house but this year is even klessening. tssk. ended the day quite early for a first day and a sit at home for the 3rd day. overall, it was fun for a hari raya. maybe because I'm worried that exam has but making me not able to enjoy raya behind those worries. tssk. so EOY is coming and Ive been busy opening my books because regret is the last thing i want. i don't want to go sec 4NA. never! so in order for that to happen I've got to be studying right? :D and at least my blog is alive. :)) so here goes, my first day. 2nd day will be my next post. :)

malay prelim

2010-09-15T16:27:00.006+08:00

haha! someone ask me about my MOTHER TONGUE PRELIM! omg! it suck big time! BUT! cross finger I'll score, I HOPE. some of my friends say confirm pass, yah confirm pass but how good? i was like staring into the paper taking in deep breath, it looked like an alien i seriously don't understand some of the words like kegusaran, pasar raya, tuntas, terancap! yeahh! that bad, "pusat hiburan" i went like, is this black market, funfair, game shop or WHAT! i was scared that i went out of point for paper 1 so i just hantam and make the problems relevant to a few places. paper 2 was manageable but I've got problems deciding! there was 2 syllables and i was suppose to change both but the ending letters i didn't know if it was -an or -kan i played mini maini mini more. hahaha!

ohh yeah while i was doing my papers, over at history room there was vandalism done and mr tharman called a few teachers, entertainment for me when i was bored or done with my papers. jannah thought i was sleeping. LOL. BUT the funniest part was that the vice principal was doing the cleaning, i laughed at myself and went "WTHECK!" vice principal sia cleaning the writings on the wall! HAHA!

p/s: my blog is fucked up cant even change font clours! F! just wait imma change new blogskins.

what i want for my birthday. :P

2010-09-12T16:24:00.004+08:00

(edited)right now, I'm suppose to update about raya but since the pictures are not ready I'll do a proper update next time i blog! LOL! NEXT TIME! since today is 12 SEPTEMBER which is like a few more weeks to my birthday. LOL! the no shame part HAHA!
grant for me my wish lehh. haha!
i want ermm, just a hint fairy dust perfume, shoes and books. :D be kind will ya? HAHA! this is soo random but who cares this is my blog what. and this year raya is soooooo nothing much. :(

my english sucking big time so much spelling errors lehh. tssk!

♥ Delta Goodrem. :)

x factor.

2010-09-07T22:00:00.009+08:00

i only got 1 word for her : AWESOME!

ENVY HER SO MUCH!

breakfast with munchkins!

2010-09-05T22:06:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum semua! 4 hari sudah hari raya! saya sungguh gembira! semalam punya semalam saya dan munchkin berbuka puasa di maks place. sungguh menarik dan ceria! saya suka sekali! kemudian kita menyambut hari jadi bayi bayi agustus! kemudian duduk di tepi jalan untuk menjamu selera setelah dari geylang! bye selamat malam! saya tidak sabar mahu raya!

johor thus teachers day.

2010-09-01T21:58:00.004+08:00

hello out there. as you all know teacher's day was yesterday and common sense will always say:-

"to go back to primary school."

so that was exactly what i did. at first didn't wanna go because i was plain lazy and tak perlu. but after i reached school and met all the long lost friends, then did i realised how much i miss 'em. great times together especially with Mr mohd noor! god! he did not change even a single bit! still lame and funny! alot of them changed to, love seeing them again. fatin and i were laughing away t the teachers our favourite teachers! awww! haha! ♥ ♥ seriously i miss them all! soon soon, buka-ing with them! ahh! can't wait!

tick tock, raya's coming! who can't wait?! *raise hand* haa! I'm seriously EXCITED! EXCITED! puasa is being fun because there's really alot of UPS and Downs especially when you talk about our house! HAVOCK! and every time before we breakfast, minutes before, we will argue, mum will nag and stuff. but patience is really the key to all this. :) happy still every time we fast!

I LIKE!

2 more weeks to raya. :)

2010-08-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

imma fun person to be with but i hate it when people start irritating me like mad. i dint say my patience is controllable because it isn't. i don't care about anyone anymore. im immune to everyone. *peace* bitch about me? I DON'T CARE! see that song on my blog? yeah, I'm not afraid but as it is everyone will still be bitching about me. i know it. FYI, i don't mix with friends because their POPULAR. it doesn't works for me.

FYI, 2 more weeks for raya. *BIG grin* it's been lots of UPS and Down's when your fasting. PATIENCE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS.

ever heard of it? yeah, it is. i tried to control my temper and be friendly but sometimes, it just doesn't work. so be yourself. :D

SELAMAT BERPUASA. (:

2010-08-19T23:23:00.004+08:00

OMG MY BLOG LOOKS SO DEAD! I'm so sorry because i just don't know what should i talk about. my life is SO simple, no ups and down maybe because i was to immune to everything. tssk. blame MY BABE for that! HAHAA! so its already the 9th day of fasting and our family still haven't had a proper breakfast together, but never mind though. HARI RAYA is near now and which means that EOY is also coming, no 1 reason I'm not ready for raya. :( but still raya mood beats everything our house will be new again like every year. (:

I've got a lot of PT'S due i just don't know when i should start doing it. HISTORY, SOCIAL STUDIES, ENGLISH. omg! i SO got no time for those man! i wonder why I'm in sec 3 . i just wanna have K1 live when we just have art (blow bubbles), eat (when i don't like soup macaroni), watch movie (my favourite), play computer games! INTERESTING LIKE MAD!

p/s: WHY THE FUCK IS some artist obsessed with ILLUMINATI?! IRRITATING Y' KNW!

i miss life.

2010-08-05T12:00:00.003+08:00

i miss everyone.

ibu moved out.

2010-08-01T19:35:00.003+08:00

I'LL MISS THESE THINGS WHEN SHES OFF:
her oh soo delicious cooking
the way she cares when we're sick
her lame jokes
her stories, sighing after sighing
when she scolds us
when she sews my skirt everytime it wears off
accompanying her to the market
her naggings
her reaction to people who farts
when she farts in her sleep! (funny!)

I'LL MISS THESE THINGS WHEN HIS OFF:
his lame jokes
his laughs
his scarying me attempt
his dumb questioons
his sharing stories
his jokes that could choke our food!
when he reacts to things. (lol)

I'LL MISS THIS THINGS WHEN SHE'S OFF:
her irritatingness
her love to hug me
her love to attempt and kiss me
her attempt to roll over me and bend the bed!
her childish acts
her love for blue

those 3 person up there lived in OZU'S crib for abit of time. when they were here our lives does change. it seems like im happy with them around, family bonding is loved. we laughed fought and even cried together. when i was sick ibu nags at me to take my medicine. when i or others fart she'll get mad like hell. thats funny i swear! but now they moved into their new home which is obviously soo blue! tikateks favourite. nice home i should say, i like.

slept over for 1 night yesterday when they moved in. slept at 5 am after watching IP man and DARAH, my most wanted story to watch! woke up at 10 and went home around 1030 because of some hiatus. and yeah did some real spring cleaning to the room now its freaking spacious. now im missing them already. :(

and sidetracking alil bit my sisters went for a short getaway and house has been heaven w/o them! *evil laugh*

2010-07-24T13:28:00.002+08:00

i hate short tempered people.
i hate emo people.
i hate attention seekers people.
i hate hyprocrites people.
i hate hot tempered people.
i hate irritating people.
i hate people who loves to lie.
i hate people who loves to bad mouth.
i hate people who loves to judge.
i hate people who always wants to be the boss.
i hate bitchy people.
i hate crocodiled face people.
i hate posers.
i hate obsessed people.
i hate people who loves to act big.
i hate people to show off.
i hate people who act rich.
i hate people who pretends.
i hate naggers.
i hate stoned headed people.
i hate heartless people.
i hate people who step gerek.
i hate people who go back to their words.
i hate people breaking promise.

friends.

2010-07-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

1 reason i dont like to have crowds of friends. nobody bitches about me anymore. :)

updates.

2010-07-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

VIVA LA ESPANA! (reminds me of Spain winning the world cup 2010)!

my ear itch. (random) and so today is a Friday. time is flying real fast, soon we'll all be having common test, fasting and hari raya! which also indicates that we'll end the year again after our end of year exam okayy now I'm scared talking about exams. :/ actually i don't have a roller coaster ride kind of life so theres nothing much to talk abut y know. I've been finding videos to crack me up lately suddenly i feel so bored. I'm plain lazy to go out because every time you wanna go out, you need cash, decide what to wear you, needa walk and take public transport (vice versa) and most importantly people will be looking at you. i just unlike that. so that's really the reason why i don't like to go out there. but i still got one undone mission with ain! lol! soon soon. :D ohh and BTW, choir is unexciting -.- first there's not much people and (oppsie) but the instructor is wearing me out. his boring. tssk. he got too much expectations someone bring Mr lee back choir please. i don't care if you like to nag but its way better! seriously! :/

now since worldcup season is over, lifes been normal but seriously i did enjoy this years worldcup especially during the finals. :D memories. and i still ghavent got my spain jersey. BOO! shall bug fudeoz to buy it for me. :D

sad story.

2010-07-10T13:37:00.003+08:00

maybe after reading that article. some will shed a tear or two. the story is so sad but i dint cry. but seriously after reading those article its time that you appreciate your parents (if you've yet to!). eventhough their ugly or disfigured or fat or whatever, they are still your mother your blood. i hate it when people goes saw me and my mum and go about "ehh tu mak kau?!" idk whether its a good or sarcastic remarks but so what? "she's my mother what and im proud of her!" when you grow up you tend forget about your mother and their deeds thats when you will face your hard times and realise that you NEED your mum to console you like everytime your cry when you were small (you wont think of it unless your HEARTLESS). so please guys when you grow up don't ever forget your PARENTS. :)

rapper.

2010-07-09T20:30:00.004+08:00

i don't know why I'm just having fun memorizing rap songs or fast ones. example like live like we're dying the chorus part, baby, ludacris rap and airplanes BOB RAP. its fun you know to see how people react at home. with my uncle asking me if Ive eaten my medicine(when i don't have to) and my sister banging my door closed. irritated obviously because i had my earpiece on so who cares with my suckish voice, i rap! ahahahah! and when i get addicted i keep singing it! LOL! so that's about it, my life's cool right now. I'm cool I'm cool I'm cool! ahhahaa!
i feel so vain sometimes, (cant help it) :P that was RANDOM! HAHAA!
p/s blame all that addiction of rapping and singing to AIN! HAHA!

ECLIPSE!

2010-07-05T21:39:00.007+08:00

i got something to tell ECLIPSE IS AWESEOMEZXZX(!!!)
its undeniable exciting and thrilling! DAVID SLADE, your the most awesome director from twilight to new moon and eclipse! its the most exciting part ever! WOO! summary of the story is:

#1 Bella is in love with Jacob -.-"
#2 Edward is gonna marry Bella!
#3 Bella's turning into a vampire!
#4 Jacob will be very angry! ahaha!
#5 Riley is HOT! sadly his dead. >:(
#6 Volturi will be back soon! CAUIS!
#7 i cant wait for BREAKING DAWN!

soo that's about it! :D seriously I'll rate it 5/5(put aside the too much kissing) tssk. its not as draggy from new moon and there's more of Edward and Bella instead of Bella and Jacob. TEEHEE! you know i love Edward and Bella to be together! :D but not to deny JACOB HAS A VERY HOT BODY! HIS MUSCLE IS ALL SHAPED UP! *drools* but I'm still on team Edward. :D so who haven't catch ECLIPSE better catch it in whatever state, online DVD or cinema, JUST CATCH IT! :D sorry but im just a twilight fan and thus i've got twilight movie in my phone. :P

HAPPY 16TH AND 18TH TIKATEK AND HUDAOZU!

may you be blessed with everything sweet as sugar. be glad that you have me in your life because I'm awesome! teehee! LOVE YA TO BITS BITCHES! :D the both of you are soo good because you can celebrate your birthday together

tikatek, don't stop being a blue freak because that's whats unique in you. :D and nobody will miss your birthday! hmmpfh! not fair y know! :))

total random.

2010-06-29T13:44:00.004+08:00

uh yeah I'm freaking bored now. school isn't great, its never great 1 major reason is like now I'm stuck-ed in this computer lab 1 doing nothing and its until 4PM! how fun could that get?! I'm just plain BORED. do entertain me now. BY TAGGING! AHAHAHAH! ok bye i want to sleep. haha random. I'm tired tired tired. nothing better to do. my ear still hurts. bohoo! Today i learn about Hitler. I'll share what i know soon though no one will be reading it. ahaha! this is called KNOWLEDGE! imma gonna be clever like that dimple guy! ahahah! end of year is coming and fasting is coming. idk why but I'm just looking forward to it. eheh. bye for now. imma gonna update my photography session with fudeozu soon @ FB. STAY TUNES. ")
p/s: look at the picture above! so 2008 sia! ahaha!

quotes.

2010-06-26T16:23:00.001+08:00

It’s funny how hello is always accompied with goodbye. It’s funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It’s funny how forever never seems to really last. It’s funny how friends can leave you when you’re down. It’s funny how people change and think they’re so much better. It’s funny how people can forgive, even though they can’t forget. It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be.

closing blog.

2010-06-24T13:43:00.003+08:00

this is gonna be random. but is there still any visitors to my blog? if there isnt i'd rather not update anymore and just close it down. :) for good i mean. i dont know if ive got readers not mentioning avid readers. LOL. so yeah i'll just see for the next few days. theres still people tagging means my blogs still alive with readers. but if not jyeahh might as well close it down. :(
xoxo.

world cup season ft fathers day.

2010-06-20T22:31:00.012+08:00

WAKA WAKA!
since all of you know that now is the WORLD CUP FEVER. obvious much, you'll see that places with live telecast will be full with all types of humans especially guys watching it ESPECIALLY at MACDONALD'S! *faints* The first game is done and over now is starting with round two and as far as from what i can see, England is not going to win. :) but Brazil, i think they stand a chance. dad's supporting HOLLAND this year. his that kecoh type that doesn't support teams that we usually support. tssk. during the second game dad told us that he'll order us MCDONALD'S delivery during the 2AM game! I'm still waiting dad. so yeahh this year I'm supporting SPAIN though i know they wont win somehow but DAVID VILLA IS THE SEX! :D and actually I'm not that feverish world cup person but my dad is. :) last but not least I'm addicted to the world cup theme song! NICE LIKE MAD!

since today is fathers day i would like to wish all fathers, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

may you all always be the BEST father your sons/daughters would have wished for. :)

As for MY DAD his been the greatest of all. putting aside his temper(which he rarely have) his AWESOMEZXZX! the type where you can joke around and if you ask for his advice, HE GOT A LONG LIST FOR YA! and i like the stern face on his face that freaks everyone out. SO FUNNY so y'all beware of my daddy because his a TIGER! ahaha! idk why but a few of his "anak sedare" is scared of him. -.^ LOVE YA DADDY though you rarely show that you love us but deep inside i know you do! WAKAKAKA! nobody nose how funny my dad is except for us. LOL! FYI MY DAD IS A BLUE FREAK! FREAKYY MUCH!

homework piling up.

2010-06-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

freak, I'm shagged doing maths and maths and more maths. its killing me softly, *sings* theres 1 unit and 3 parts. and 1 part consist of about 50 questions. wait I'm not done there's still part a, b and even C! so imagine there is 50 questions plus the least part A and B. THAT LOT! wait! I'm still not done i still hafta guide my cousin who is also revising and i needa teach here. how HECTIC can that get?! i suddenly felt my head slowing down and getting tired every time I'm reading 1 question to another. when i was finished, i was fcxing shagged that i felt my legs wobble when i stood up. that tired. :(

life's been good, except that yeahh something cropped up again. lazy to elaborate because its not important anyways. don't affect me. Ive been sleeping late during the holidays and late is really late like 2AM, the earliest. LOL! so yeahh that's about it and yeah if you people got any interesting sites to recommend me please do because

I'M BORED TO THE MAX!

but i don't want to go back to school its even BORING!

karate kid.

2010-06-11T14:31:00.011+08:00

that boy up there, is simply soo AWESOMEZXZX!
1)he could kick that high like in the picture.
2) he got a freaking 6 pack!
3) he gotta fucking HOT MUSCLE!
4)AND HIS JUST 12!
that's why his just so awesome! went to watch with nooris and ain yes only the three of us could make loud noises in the cinema! ahahah! seriously I'll rate that movie 5 STARS dude!
his freaking awesome especially the competition time, GAWD! the last touchdown was just OMG! I LIKE! and its freaking funny when he kept reminding people "im just 12." like funny liddat! ahaha! idk why but i kept covering my eyes when the "bullies" attacked him like very pain liddat. LOL!seriously the show was just fantastic. very honourable indeed when Dre won that karate competition despite that bastard all went to sprain his leg he stood back up and finish the competition. :D & for jackie chan's character, his very funny, he fought with a few children's with his karate skill, in the end he ended up panting very hard because his quite old.
right now im patiently waiting for ECLIPSE(!!) we're watching it with MUNCHKINS! :D
"Life can knock us down, but it is you who choose whether or not to get back up"

wedding.

2010-06-07T00:45:00.006+08:00

(edited)
I'm shagged but i cant sleep because i slept about 5 hours ago and woke up after the next 3 hours and now its 5 hours later and i still cant sleep. i rather don't sleep than to pretend to sleep because its annoying to the mazxzx. went for a wedding just now. woah big word because its almost 7 months since i last went to a wedding ceremony? LOL. so yeah i was obviously rushing that i dint even clipped up my hair and it was HAZARDOUS! still the important thing was the wedding. there wasn't really alot of people so yeah it was quite easy to find a place for ourselves, settled down and had food. there was "FONDUE" gone wrong there. gone wrong as in, ermm who takes fondue's choclate using spoon? so yeah that was part of it. alot of them karaoked and left about 6 plus. i was soo shagged because my shoes was killing me. NOT HEELS. reached home and that was where i met my lalaland. and where I'm awake now. so that was part of my day.
this coming Wednesday, physics remedial. TO GO.

keeping up with life.

2010-06-04T15:29:00.006+08:00

I'm dancing while typing. it feels so funky! ahaha! wait i miss ain and aliyah i mean their tweets, where's they disappeared to huh? :/ ok lives been quite fair for me this days. I'm happy with it. heee. had swimming for the past 2 days back to back thank god dint really turn that dark. fun FUN, ermm maybe i should go out with friends now. for STUDY. :P twitter have been my daily reader as i guess i smash every emotions into it and my daily lives. do keep up with me there. :D gonna head back to school next week for remedial. I've been staying at home since the holiday. but i prefer it this way, no gossips no problems. ahaha! happy go lucky, the feeling is just so GOOooOOD! btw, i had so many weird dreams now a days, ain't sure what it really means. not horror but WEIRD. alrightos for now. gonna change blogskin soon because i dont like it. bOO!

not to forget anyone wanna watch KARATE KID on 10 JUNE please BRING ME ALONG OKAYY! :DD
p/s: i miss the old us. both of us. :( but you're not even thinking of me so i'll be strong and move on.

Kuala Lumpur with Sec 3 ians!

2010-05-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

Shagged Awesome Fun is all i can say! 9 hours of ride, inclusive of stop at yong peng and some bubble gums with me, Had lunch at Melaka Golf Court which i tweeted for the last time. heh. Headed for art and crafts after that, which is like lepak time. and FYI the destinations from tampines to pasir ris takes about 20monutes but it takes abt 1 hour to reach at Malaysia! THAT LONG! so every time we wanna get to another stop, we'll sleep, 3/4 of the class did that. pfft. after those headed to Chocolate Boutique, AWESOMEZXZX or what! the chocolate was mouth watering, marvelous! but i dint had much of it coz chocolates, it'll just make my throat dry.

Up next was dinner at Selangor restaurant, actually we dint really stay at KL it was at Selangor. Food served was quite nice, not alot of vegetables BUT they keep serving us with the same dishes. ANNOYING TO THE MAX! AHAH last stop of the day was CONCORDE HOTEL! owhhh! awesome you know sleeping with the lovely ones and the kecoh ones i could say!

ahahah! aliyah got stressed with ain and mines craziness, lol! JB acting up at night. HAHA! so overall, we spent 12 HOURS IN THE BUS! veryy veryy long! my ass got pain after that! HAHA

Skip Skip so overall the trip was awesome got to go to the ORPHANAGE, god i nearly cried looking at the children there, small yet unsinful and their way of life is like that. thank god i din cry in front of my friends. :( aliyah was emotionally taken aback that she started sobbing, me don't know what to do just stayed at the side. got to play around with them and the hardest thing to do was to know how to cheer them up. i nearly gave up trying coz they seem unaffected by my talking so i kept trying. my heartache happily when i managed to make them laugh. it was VERY hard but i still tried. after that went to FRIM HIKING! penat BODOH! the 500 meter upwards hike was DAMNNNNN! worser than sec 3 camp i tell you and we had to go across this freaking long bridge and ain was like "hidayah look at the side, look down so nice!" i was gila sia ni anak "scary bodohh!" after that hike was orphanage. so skip skip went back to the hotel and problems. don't wish to say it but its freaking minor lahh.

last day there,woke up and had breakfast, MINI DANISH was nice. :D headed to a few places at KL before heading to the last stop then to checkpoint. promised to go home at 4 but ended up reached at 8pm! i was freaking shagged so hailed the cab with ain and send her home then HOME SWEET HOME! tired TTM lah! slept till tomorrow about 12. Skipped sports heats because i can barely open my eyes in the morning. LOL!

AND SO TODAY IS OFFICIALLY JUNE HOLIDAYS! WOHHOOOOOO! TOODLES!

please read my long post okay because i took a long time to post this. ahahah!

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!

2010-05-23T20:30:00.008+08:00

first and foremost! UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE WAS AWESOMEZXZX(!!)
i had OMG i don't know how much fun it was! it was SO LIKE HOLLYWOOD! everything inside there was like HOLLYWOOD! even the shops is like the real universal! awesomezxzx to the max! we played the Jurassic park, Egypt, Madagascar, water world, far far away, new york and sci-fic! the mummy's roller coaster was HAPPENING! scary like mad! and the musical rock was also GREAT! I GOTTA SNAP A PICTURE WITH SHREK, FIONA, THE CAT, KUNG-FU PANDA, WOODY WOOD PACKER, STONE MAN, CHARLY CHAPLIN, JOKER, EGYPT GUY, SCIENCE GIRL. :D the pictures will explain eventually. actually i don't know how to put this whole thing into words but the most important thing is that it was AWESOMEZXZX to the MAXX! i felt as if I'm walking at HOLLYWOOD! hmm,maybe this will be the first and the last horr. :(

it was spent as FAMILY DAY thanks to MAYBANK, may daddy work there for all his life, coolioo. :P i am going to tell everybody about my trip to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS during KL so AIN since your sitting beside me, you'll be my victim! hahahahaa!

holiday. :D

2010-05-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

yeayie yeayie! schools off holidays here! but errr, results are not making me enjoy holiday! 3 pass 3 fail overall still fail. -.- I'm really really disappointed with myself because this is the worst mid year results Ive ever received. :( 31st position, that bad! from last year top 10 to this year last 10. hmmpfh. and today is my 400th post! :D
on Sunday I'm going UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! woots! and the next day am heading for KUALA LUMPUR! (not excited for that) and right the day after KL there's SPORTS DAY! omg! real holiday ahh? hahaa! I'm not excited horr.

result is disastrous!

2010-05-14T19:06:00.001+08:00

and so here is the results coming, it was DISASTROUS! i failed everything, like EVERYTHING! my dads gonna slaughter me dead like mad! i don't know what should i say to them man. :/ but its nothing new coz i always flunk my mid year but didn't expect to fail badly. but its not all i think i got 3/4 of them back already.physics not gonna help and even my DNT is like 38/80! fucked up much and my HISTORY like 14/30, that warrior is always like that from common test to mid year just give me 14/30 like whats wrong to make me just pass? BITCH! and don't talk about ENGLISH because only 4 passes, worst case ever! CHEMISTRY is total bullshit, don't expect from me its just like 29/75? i know WTH. but i don't understand is when the boys in class never payed attention in lessons but pass with flying colours! fcxk! people like Nooris and Danial bull shitters in class but pass with flying colours! WTH was that about siaa. and their maths was, AWESOME okayy, danial passed both papers for maths, itu otak gile pandai. -.-" and I'm the lowest for maths. :/ inilah akibat banyak sangat computer tanak belajar kann! ahh amek kau fail sume! funk rabak to the max! end of year is always here.

i swear to myself after SPORTS DAY i will not enjoy anymore! i will start to open my book and revise thus to cut down my computer usage. its real and fuck i meant it like mad!

malay paper please be kind to me and let me pass pleaseeee! i suddenly feel disappointed with myself lahh my dad is expecting something from me but I'm here flunking my exams. disappointed much.

new blogskins. ;D

2010-05-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

at last EXAM IS FINALLY OVER! and today is officially the marking day and i don't feel like going to school tomorrow. :P but i have to because tomorrow is checking of papers. swayliao! and and i changed my blog skin again today because i find my previous skin annoying like mad too colourful. now this skin is nicer. :D I'm starting to read BURNED already and its nice i wanna watch last song leh today! please lahh! good luck for results people! and the video about afez now makes me laugh to see kiasu people like to interfere and be kpo. i know siglapians should be ashamed and i don't blame them but its irritating when other people like scold2 about the video. why your life so KPO ahh singporeans? whatever it is adiyos!

hideeyafuu kizoku! nice not. :))

emotional problems.

2010-05-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

ive got emotional problems this day and it sucks. im a bit fragile, cant be touched at all. when my mum raise her voice a little i will get annoyed. when my sister do something so minor, i'll shout at them. i mean something wrong of course. ive been trying to be patient but the more i am the more my temper will rise. -.- its annoying MUCH and its DISTURBING! but still im able to cheer my friends up though still make them laugh. that wont change though. ;) ohh not to forget exams are coming to an end. and i guess im gonna flunk. *touchwood* gonna be prepared for the worst.

p/s: micheal jackson does moonwalk but ain does SUNWALK! wakakaka!

random.

2010-05-09T16:35:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is maths paper 2 world! and im here not studying! woohooo! great huh hidayah?
clever readyy ahh?maybe lahh. pffft, hate my attitude like this. no sense of emergency. -.- my head is empty. this pass few days havent been doing anything beneficial yet. and now im blasting the audio, lonely at home. musics just the best that understand my feelings. :))something random my necks been having rashes maybe because of the hot weather and rashes appear. ;( its kinda pain. bye world. ;)

make up course.

2010-05-05T17:23:00.005+08:00

had make up course 2nd May and i learn something new. its not that i dont know how to wear make up but i just dont know the right way to do it. there's unknown things that i am suppose to do and i did not. so skip skip it was fun and i dont know how to explain things. at least im good in using eyeshadows now! hahaha!

tip tip mid year is here and i did not study. happy? not if im gonna flunk this mid year my facilities are all gone manzxzx! im still looking forward for flea on 14th may if im not wrong.

ALERT AIN AND AZREEN FLEA! haha! set your cash out! :D

pictures next up. im so lazy to upload pictures at facebook already because most of it is must pictures. zzzZZZzzzzZZzZz.

friends are sucha great dissapointment.

2010-05-03T21:27:00.002+08:00

idk why im doing this but ive got sucha a let down friends. i dnt knw what attack me but i think im at my wits end already. i got nothing left in me. ive gt no more friend. even my "BFF" are all gone. this is sucha great dissapointment.its hard to find a friend whom you really2 can trust on and you can call that person your BESTFRIEND. because you'll think that "ahh this person is my bestfriend" but after 2 years suddenly you realise that your bestfriend is not even by your side. all i've got to say is you wont really know who your bestfriend is after 2 years because the next thing you will realise they are nt with you anymore.

reminder: choose your friend wisely because i just lost mine.